THE MAGIC LIFE - A Novel Philosophy

by Ace Starry




“You’re pretty good,” said one of the men standing there watching, “Here, Jimmy, give the man a dollar.” With that he bent down, gave the young boy a dollar, then gently pushed him back over in front of me.

“Is your name Jimmy?” I asked, kneeling down to the young lad.

“Yes," he said shyly, looking up for approval from the man who just gave him the dollar.

“That’s my name, too,” I said.

“I assume that you are Jimmy's father,” I said to the man and he nodded a “yes” and rubbed the boy on the head.

“Thank you very much for the dollar, but I’m not a professional. I was just practicing,” I said returning the dollar to the boy. “You can keep it.”

“Well, I think you’re as good as any of the others that I've seen here before,” he said. “Tell the man 'thank you' for the show, Jimmy.”

“Thank you, magician man,” said the little boy.

“Come on, Jimmy, what do you say you and I go find your mother?” With that the father picked up some packages full of handmade crafts and artistic trinkets, and plodded off. The boy, holding his father’s hand, skipped along.

As he was walking away, the kid pulled on his dad's sleeve and I could hear him say, “Dad, can I be a magician when I grow up?”

“Son, he replied, “you can be anything you want to be.” With that he disappeared into the crowd. It was a beautiful moment for father and son, bringing back memories of my own father. “You can be anything you want to be, except unhappy.”

Then, I realized that the crowd had thinned substantially around the “real” magician; he must have finished his show. Putting the rope and scissors back into my pockets, I headed back through the crowd to see the magician. As I approached Max Vi yelled out in that same booming voice that I remembered so well, “Ladies and gentlemen, children of all ages, gather round..."

Darn it, I was too late to catch him in between acts. He had already started another performance. Since there were so many people, the crowd formed a circle before I arrived. Quickly though, I weaved my way through the crowd, walking right up to the front so that he’d be sure to see me. I didn’t know quite what to do, but I had great expectations. Whatever happened, it would be a surprise. Maybe he would make some clever remark, which would somehow convey that he knew that I would be back all along. Or he might bring me up on stage and introduce me to the crowd. Perhaps he would just wink at me or nod and smile, letting me know that he would see me after the show. I thought that he might possibly drag me into his show again as the assistant. I expected everything – anything – but I was not expecting what happened next — which was nothing. Absolutely nothing.


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