After a quick
shower and shave, I put on my best silk blazer with a new pair
of pleated slacks and Polo shirt, better than wearing
the old standby, my navy blazer and khaki slacks. Reaching for
some cologne, I wondered what would be right to induce the
proper mood. Then it dawned on me. What mood? What was going to
happen? I wasn’t going to be seducing anyone! I was
supposed to find out who Gina thought sent her the roses. But I
already knew who she thought did – me! And I already knew
who did – me!
What would I say to her on this date that wasn’t
a date? Mr. Lee had already determined that it was just a get
together for a drink after work. Yes, I wanted her, but I also
knew that I just couldn't throw away my career. Her dad may not
have me thrown out on the streets, but I was up for partnership
review this year. Although I really cared about her, I knew that
it was in my best interests to not see her again; we would have
to just be friends. I’d just have to tell her we were only
friends. That was that.
I reiterated this plan over and over to
myself, all the way out the door, into the car, and driving to
her house. However, when she opened her door my mental train
derailed and suddenly I forgot all about my terrific
non-involvement plan.
